These are My Boys. Bobby, Alex and Chance in the front. 

Sometimes Life Sucks...

Yesterday I was disconnected from the internet by someone. Without warning or consideration. I've always thought myself considerate of others and their feelings. But, as we all know some don't have consideration of anyone or thing. This is the case with most of my family. I'm sitting here thinking of all the times that if things didn't suit them or they gain from it, my family had no use for me. I've just been in the way of many people in my lifetime. That's why my friends are so important to me. Because they never make me feel unwanted or in the way of things. I read something years ago that kind of stuck. "Pick your Friends wisely, for your family you're stuck with!" I took it to heart. I don't call someone my friend lightly. Just as I don't love lightly. Life isn't so complicated. It's hard at times! Over the years I've learned to keep my chin up. Take life straight on, suffer the consequences of it. But Most of All: SURVIVE and never Give up!!! That's why I can Love so much.. and so many. Because I Believe!! I believe in God, Love, and Happiness. My heart hurts as much as anyone elses. It's a lot like falling off the horse. If you never get back on, you can't ever conquer that fear. My words aren't the wisest of words, but they are from my heart. And I know that counts for something. I'm not sure how many people know the "real" me. Not that I put on an act, I just try not to bring everyone's mood down because I hurt. My feelings are mine. Everyone deserves to be Happy. My happiness lies within my heart. So to share my heart and it's desires, I feel I share a happiness with others that only Love can explain. As we all know, somethings can't be explained. Just Felt!! May this Day be filled with Peace, Love, and Harmony. Love to you Always, Tina

Well a little about me...

I've been threatening to do this for a few weeks now! LOL Most of anyone that reads this knows my name is Tina. I'm a mother of 3 boys. Yes at times that's torture, but I love them just the same. I recently moved out of my home state. (gladly though) Basically, I'm starting over. As hard as that sounds, it is. LOL But I know I'm strong enough to handle it. Life may be hard, BUT, God isn't going to hand me anything that I can't handle. Yes I'm a believer. It may shock some, but that's how I am. I come from a long line of believers in many things. I am Native American, and will be registered soon along with my children. Love... that's what my college friends called me.. then one day told me that I was addictive. They had to have their "Love" fix for the day to be "normal". I still don't get it. Loyalty is a very large part of my make-up. No I don't still look over the horizon for my "Knight in Shining Armor"!! I have met someone, that I today I asked if he'd be my "Knight in Shiny Clothing"!! LOL yes there is a story behind that and I will share it another time. One of my Biggest problems is Loving too deep, too fast, and trusting waaaaay too much. But, in my defense, I have many friends that help to keep me grounded. Although, they still let me reach for the stars and catch me everytime I stumble. God Bless my Sister's on here.. for they mean the world to me... As for the man.. well some already know about him. Others.. Well time will tell.. If things work out better.. He'll be mentioned more in here.. Now as to a subject that I'm very popular for... LOL The ladie's and I were talking about "Preferences" in the room tonight!! My views on this are simple. I can't make someone like me or be attracted to me anymore than anyone can do the same thing to me. My preferences are younger, male, Good looking, (trying not to drool on the keyboard with thinking of Andy...LOL) Physically fit, good sense of humor, and a must... Have a brain and know how to use it!!!!! Hmmm too much to ask for?? Maybe I should start a poll...LOL Well this end's the first post. I do hope you like it and come back again. Maybe I'll get creative and put mushy love poems on here to make ya sick.. Until then.. Love to ya!!!