Some of the Things I Miss!

I miss...Being able to pick up my nephew to kiss his tender smile.
I miss...Being able to hug someone with both arms.
I miss...Being able to take a drink out of a glass without a straw.
I miss...Being able to walk towards the sunset in the evening.
I miss...Being able to stand up and wash my hands without fear of falling.
I miss...Being able to walk across the room and flirt.
I miss...Being able to use the restroom alone.
I miss...Being able to call my daddy whenever I want to.
I miss...Being able to pick up a book and read it.
I miss...Being able to take a drive.
I miss...Being able to take my baby to the park.
I miss...Being able to lock the door.
I miss...Being able to cook anything.

It's the small things in life that you miss the most. When you have a few minutes, try tying down the hand you don't write with, and you will see how much you use that hand. Now imagine, that whole side is affected. And, neither your arm nor leg is any use to you. Try also to imagine how normal you may seem in the mirror today, after a stroke you have brain damage. Therefore, you are mistaken for the mentally retarded. You find out your friends aren't your friends and your family aren't true to you. They become ashamed to be seen in public with you. These are just a few of the things I must face on a daily basis. Keep healthy, your social life may depend on it.

Sending Love your way,

Tina(Love)

What's Going on?

Not much of interest has happened lately. I'm still around raising hell, flirting shamelessly, and lusting actively. Not only did my sence of humor hold on during my adventure(stroke), so did my sex drive. And you can be sure that if everyone thought my sex drive was outrageous before the stroke, needless to say I can only pick stong young men(LOL). I stay pretty much cooped up in the house. It is very much of a hassle to get me out and about. So I stay at home watching movies with lots of men in them. But dammit, there is not enough male nudity in our society. And I myself am tired of watching perky 20ish female boobies, give me man boobies anyday! For example, "The Pacifier" with Vin Diesel, has exelent man boobies, but the scene isn't long enough! While everyone gets to enjoy meeting others,i sit and lust after acters that become others(LMAO). Betcha never thought you'd hear someone bitch because they can't work, but yes that is what im doing! I miss meeting people. I miss being able to type two handed. But that is for another time. I may be going to a nursing home for a little while. I will stay in touch with Reesie as much as possible. I will probably not have access to my Puter, Except some weekends.

Take Care, Be Safe, May Happiness Find you with a Smile, Talk to you soon! This is me sending Love your way!!!

Tina (Love)