Friday, February 18, 2005

Just a little Sharing

Life around here is quite different than before. No, It's not because the man I spent over a year with chose to stop talking to me. Not because he still lives at home with his mother. Not even because he feels it his duty to make it up to her, right the wrong his father done in his eyes. I can't say as I blame him, I remember the old me. I'm a lot slower in my typing. Oh there's quite a bit different about me. I'll never be allowed to live alone. I find that good news, no more solitaire!! I know you think I am co9mplaining, I'm not. Try having to depend on someone else to go potty, It's not even funny to wet yourself at 40. And to wear a diaper, when your 4 year old is asking why, another time things aren't funny. I had a scare the other night. My feeling weird, ambulance ride, then hospital. Something happened in the Ambulance that my family still laugh about. As some know, the whole (seriously, the entire) left side of my body is Numb. I can't feel a thing. There were 2 men tending to me medically (just in case you were confused). One of them(Paul) was putting an IV in my arm, I looked over at him which caused my affected side to go crazy. That might be why I call it my crazy arm. I turned to see what the other guy (nope, can't recall his name) you'll wonder why in a moment. LMAO As my eyes focused, I find my numb crazy hand cupped right on his crotch. I apologized profusely, as I removed my hand. He never flinched, said it was okay. I said ,"If it makes a difference, I didn't feel a thing!" We just smiled and went on. What I should have offered, was to check with my good hand, see if it did the right thing. If you think that was funny you should hear about my leg wrapping story. I didn't remember it. I had to be told! Boy, I'm even a perv when my brain is on the mend.


Take Care, Be Safe, May Happiness Find you with a Smile, Talk to you soon!

Tina (Love)

Sunday, February 13, 2005

Let's Chat!

Hello, I hope your day has went well. As everyone knows, I've been a bit sick. For those of you that don't, well, I'm home from the hospital. Just in case you might have any doubt, I Did Not get sick on Purpose. The guy I have been talking to for over a year broke it off with me January 8th. All I have to say about that is, I now know who really cares. God was there with me, because the type of stroke I had is 98% fatal. Good thing God doesn't pay attention to statistics, huh?? I know some don't believe, I do. I lost a month of my life to nightmares. But, have no fear(or maybe you should) I still have my long-term memory. A physical disability WILL NOT get me down. I've never given up on things. As for Andy, He gave up. I tried to talk to him tonight to no avail. I'm an Adult, therefore, I'll let him be. Yes, foolishly enough I still Love him. My main concern is my working to get better and stronger. I have many male and female friends, I still feel the Love they all sent.

Take Care, Be Safe, May Happiness Find you with a Smile, Talk to you soon!

Tina (Love)

Saturday, February 12, 2005

Hello Again!!

Hello to all my friends and family! I'm finally sprung from the hospital. Home with my boys, and as a few know my Mom and Aunt. So far so good, no onr has gotten hurt yet....LOL I want to Thank everyone that Prayed for me. Thank You to those that sent letters and cards of encouragement. And a huge THANK YOU to Reesie for relaying messages to everyone. Just so you know, those of you that sent things Shocked my family. Told them so....ha ha ha I am so proud to know each of you God Bless and know I Love you just as much!!

Take Care, Be Safe, May Happiness Find you with a Smile, Talk to you soon!

Tina (Love)
LONELY (IN STUDIO) (Akon)

Video Code provided by VideoCodeZone.Com

http://www.SikWorld.com Creative Commons License
This work is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-NonCommercial-NoDerivs 2.5 License.
QuitMeter Counter courtesy of www.quitmeter.com.
free hit counter